entry from yesterday, Wednesday
1. My mom for some unknown cause is not speaking to me. She went up to bed at like 7:30 and Dad told me I should go say goodnight so I was all "you awake?" and she *ignored* me - she totally wasn't sleeping because I heard her talking to my brother's girlfriend a couple minutes later.
2. My "best friend" removed me from her MySpace preferred list for her blogs and she won't tell me what I said or did to piss her off. All I'm guilty of is being someone that loves her dearly. drama, drama.
3. My dad cornered me in the kitchen and started a religion discussion with me (one sided of course). In the three seconds he allowed me to get a word in, I said that I don't think hell is a physical place where people are burning for eternity, but that it is a place where God cannot be, where you are completely seperated from God. My dad basically said that there is no scripture that says that, and I can't be a Christian and believe that, because without the threat of "consequences", there would be no need for redemption through Jesus. He said he'd show me verses that talk about the flames of hell and said there is nothing that can dispute the word of God on the subject. So, apparently, I am not really a Christian, and he is worried about me now - fantastic, eh?
4. My other "friend" (I have lots of "Friends" these days) sent me a ranting message on MySpace telling me she is concerned for me and my "liberalism". apparently, she doesn't know me anymore. Oh, and I'm racist, too. She accused me of having something against her now-husband back when they were dating because he's Mexican. The only thing I had against him was that he was doing drugs and after he knocked her up, he ended up moving them down to Kentucky to be near HIS family rather than letting her stay near hers. With the difficult pregnancy and delivery she had, she needed the support, not the psycho drama of his family. Whatever.
Add inability to sleep, insane loneliness, wretched amounts of confusing math homework (I literally spent all afternoon on today), joblessness and upcoming bills I can't pay coming due, and my period completely kicking my ass right now - to all that and you have a pretty accurate description of the shittiness that is my life.
I could go on, but I'm pretty sure that's plenty for one entry.
2. My "best friend" removed me from her MySpace preferred list for her blogs and she won't tell me what I said or did to piss her off. All I'm guilty of is being someone that loves her dearly. drama, drama.
3. My dad cornered me in the kitchen and started a religion discussion with me (one sided of course). In the three seconds he allowed me to get a word in, I said that I don't think hell is a physical place where people are burning for eternity, but that it is a place where God cannot be, where you are completely seperated from God. My dad basically said that there is no scripture that says that, and I can't be a Christian and believe that, because without the threat of "consequences", there would be no need for redemption through Jesus. He said he'd show me verses that talk about the flames of hell and said there is nothing that can dispute the word of God on the subject. So, apparently, I am not really a Christian, and he is worried about me now - fantastic, eh?
4. My other "friend" (I have lots of "Friends" these days) sent me a ranting message on MySpace telling me she is concerned for me and my "liberalism". apparently, she doesn't know me anymore. Oh, and I'm racist, too. She accused me of having something against her now-husband back when they were dating because he's Mexican. The only thing I had against him was that he was doing drugs and after he knocked her up, he ended up moving them down to Kentucky to be near HIS family rather than letting her stay near hers. With the difficult pregnancy and delivery she had, she needed the support, not the psycho drama of his family. Whatever.
Add inability to sleep, insane loneliness, wretched amounts of confusing math homework (I literally spent all afternoon on today), joblessness and upcoming bills I can't pay coming due, and my period completely kicking my ass right now - to all that and you have a pretty accurate description of the shittiness that is my life.
I could go on, but I'm pretty sure that's plenty for one entry.
posted by Oblivion.. at 10:57 PM
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